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Sunday, August 31, 2003

i'm sick. and one of daniel's ex's is very very mean to me. i don't like her so much nemore. she was decent for a while but i dunno nemore.so this makes 2 of his ex's i don't like.one of them is a slut and the other is just a big pessimistic smart butt. o well i just always remember that i;m the one w daniel not them even though they still want him.so poo on u x gf! neways....life is great. my birthday is in a week and 1 day so its time to start getting my presents guys. j/k u don't have to. lol DON'T GET ME NE! cept daniel...i want what i asked for honey (and for all u perverts out there it wasn't sex or nething thereof). well i'm glad we have the day off tomorrow b/c i can't sing in chorus i'm lower than the bases now.well i'm out to go to church!
I LOVE U DANIEL!

Saturday, August 30, 2003

just got back from skating w dan.it was ok i guess...i leaned to blade more than skate. o well byes!

Thursday, August 28, 2003

just leave it be.....if u act like a witch to me i'll be nice. if u keep acting like a witch i'll try to help.....if u still act like this to me i'll be mean back. if u ask i'll tell u but i never want to get in a fight. i am very blunt and straight forward.if u don't like it....get over it.
u know it seems like some ppl just don't like talking to me......they act like my friends on the net but in real life (or on the net) they just could care less and they have better things to do or w/e. these ppl make me sick. i wish if u act all friendly on the net u should be that way in person. Lacey, u are very nice. u treat me the same all the time but as for other nameless ppl (b/c i don't want to start something) they are just so 2 faced. i try i really do to be nice and all this but no i'm not worthy of ur friendship. well poo on u.

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

tonite at church daniel led two songs and he was amazing. well God is amazing and through daniel He showed His power.i have never been more proud of anyone in my life. he's certainly starting to make up for dear old dad's damage on my brain.tomorrowe is dance class and i have to go to morgans before and after b/c my mom has a softball game and she can't take me so miss paula will. lunch was great w/o "cl" and i hope she doesn't sit w us for a while.i love my lil convos alone w dan.but when i got on the bus this afternoon my other enemy lets call her "d" starts cussing me out b/c dan kissed me on the neck.i try to ignore her but she wants dan to break up w me for his ex gf (not to be named to protect the nice).well i love y'all!

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

hey everyone...today in school was.....depressing. daniel said something that hurt at lunch which caused my lunch w/o "cl" to be awful. i was too sensitive though.....i shouldn't have been so sensitive to what he says. neways she's not sitting w us tomorrow either so it will be good b/c we made up! caleb and kris didn't talk to me today on the bus. i called caleb last night to talk about rape (long story) and he just didn't talk to me today. i wonder y......i think its me......i think i bug him. i bug everyone. i wish ppl would just say what they think and not waste their time trying to be nice to me.

Monday, August 25, 2003

hey guys! hows life going?? good i hope. today i talked to caleb and jill and lets just say i'm friedns w both of them but they both feel bad for something they didn't do. or help or didn't mean to convey or just w/e. i hope they are completelt 100% happy someday with the person of their dreams (i don't care if its each other or not). i got jealous again today of well lets just call her "cl". i couldn't even look her in the eyes b/c the only look i can give her is pure evil and i don't want to do that. so i told dan that i didn't want her to sit w us for a while so shes not. thank goodness. i like to htink that i'm there for all of my friends and that they can talk to me about their probs. i don't really know for a fact but i do hope that they can. daniel is like the only person i talk to on the phone...so last night caleb called and my mom was like...oooh u still have friends? X( it wasn't funny at all. i love daniel sooooo much and i can't wait til we get married......april 28, 2006.
:)(: neways y'all i'm gonna go. luvs ya
jenn

Sunday, August 24, 2003

daniel says i should be more positive on my blogs so here goes......today i went to church and saw my beautiful prince (i know ur all gagging). he wore the red shirt and tight pants that i like so much. i went to grandma's and ate (so good) and saw madeline (the cutest baby on earth besides daniel). then i got home and got on the net and talked to someone i haven't in a long time. i found out something i didn't know about her. then i talked to daniel......my life revolves around God but daniel is the next biggest piece. then at church tonite daniel made me laugh so hard i thought my lungs would burst..and sice i didn't want to laugh out loud in church i had to hold it in..once church was over i laughed so hard i got tears in my eyes. he is so awesome...no one makes me laugh that hard (besides randi every now and then).i really don't want to go back to school. i was trying to be positive here but my mom just walked in and was like "what are u writing" she is all up in my business and once agian she hates that i have an online diary thing. she rolled her eyes and gave me a dirty look. :(( its not fair. i wish i could talk to daniel...he can always cheer me up.

well i love you guys
jenn

Saturday, August 23, 2003

ok guys i had a wonderful day.i went to kiddie korral w daniel and miss debbie. we watched beauty and the beast (my fave) and put two puzzles of the same thing together. and ate lunch and all that good stuff.we went to walmart too. then my mom picked me up and we went to wal mart again. i got stuff for my scrapbook and daniels christmas surprise (no one knows).then when we were backing out of the parking space.....we got hit.....by an SUV.no one was hurt but it was a big jolt. abd it didn't touch his giant but dented our hunk of junk. the passenger rear side is like not like a car nemore.. neways. i'm hyper. i'm going to go b/c my fingers don't type fast enough to let out my adrenaline.

luv y'alls

Friday, August 22, 2003

hey guys! so last night i had a depressing spell but caleb and God pulled me out of it. Daniel is so sweet! although there are some adults who hate us and still try to pull us apart....not teens...adults. neways in chorus we sing this cool song and i want to try out for a solo.but i have no sense of pitch so i'll never get it. and i'm trying to get a job at kiddie korral but i don't think i'll get that either.i need to work on becoming more of an optimist. thats what dan says......and this bus driver thought me and dan kissed on the bus but we really didn't so we have to ride different buses for a week.so now we both get punished for the bus driver's mistake. life's not fair well i'm supposed to g oto the fair w dans family tonight so bye bye!

Thursday, August 21, 2003

i just wish everyone would like me..but its imposssible. some ppl would like me more if i broke up w daniel and some would'nt. BUT I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU....i'm not breaking up w him to save my life.i only know of 3 ppl who want me to break up w him neways.
well i'm out.
jenn

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

so last night went over to dans for supper and they took me to church and it was fun...i shot dan's 22 and hit a pear..he hit a bird...yuck. we're going to the fair together on fridaY for our 6 month anniversary. :D i love him so much. tonight we're taking him to church and to the dinner before. we had an argument this morning but everything is better now.and i hope to be getting a job at kiddie korral soon.i needa job. i turn 16 in roughly 3 weeks so thats good.well i'm gonna go... luv y'alls
jeni
hey everyone! today was a great day!......although that girl still makes me incredible jealous. i mean INCREDIBLY JEALOUS. and daniel says its how he felt about me and caleb this year. so i guess i understand more of what he;s talking about. although i don't like caleb and prolly never will. i love dan so much.well g2g write more lata....buh bye my peeps
jenn jenn

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

y do i feel so depressed now? i have a good idea......i got jealous of someone today...very jealous. she was being friendly with daniel today b/c she just moved back here. and well..it made me jealous.i mean who wouldn't be? i don't ever want to lose him to her or neone else. and i don't know her too well and she's kinda different but thats not an excuse for not trusting her..... neways i'm over it now.
and this other girl has absolutly HATED me since i started going out with daniel.b/c she is dan's x's friend. and well she wants them to go out instead of us but she doesn't have to rub it in my nose for 6 months. it hurts. thats sounds lame but it really does.
i'm so dumb too...like i try so hard on every algebra 2 test quiz and homework and i still make awful grades. like today ona test i made an 89. the rest of the class got 97 and above. it really frustrates me.
i know i should be happy...i have God i have daniel i have everything going for me (almost) but sometimes its just so empty and lonely. like everyone else has probs so they are cool but i really don't have ne so i'm lame. that sounds weird but its true.and everyone thinks that b/c i'm so happy i have all this self confidence in the world......well i don't....i can't sing high and good enough in chorus....i can't be the perfect girlfriend for dan....i can't dance well enough to stand on full toe......i don't have enough self control to stop eating sugar to lose weight.....*sigh* no one knows the "real" me. maybe daniel does but i don't dwell on the "real" me when he's around. neways everyone God bless and have a great day/night.
Jenn

Monday, August 18, 2003

my poetry websit is www.danielsangel.blogspot.com....go there the writing is better

OMG i am ungrounded and this is an awesome day! ppl i love daniel more than nething.......chorus is awesome (cept for the fact that take me out to the ballgame has 3 verses). ecec1 is awesome (aka childcare) and algebra 2 well.......lets just say i'm trying and the same goes for chem 2. i missed all my friends on the net b/c u guys know who u are and i don't get to see you but i miss you so much u mean alot to me although we haven't known each other that long. kris griffaw moved back and he's so cool. caleb is great too ya know. me and lacey are becoming better friends i think b/c we talk all the time in chorus. she has a sense of humor if u didn't already know. its cool. but of course daniel is amazing! i can't imagine living w/o him life would be nothing. yea i'm going to start my poetry blog and i'll tell you what the name is lata.... i hope u go visit it.

love you guys
Jenn (with 2 nn's)

Monday, August 11, 2003

OK EVERYONE I AM ANONYMOUS. I AM THE AWFUL AWFUL PERSON WHO PUTS ANONYMOUS MESSAGES ON PPLS ZONKBOARDS....I'M SO SRY AND I'LL NEVER DO IT AGAIN. SOMEONE SHOOT ME FOR THE AWFUL SIN I HAVE DONE. I AM NOT WORTHY. I AM NOT WORTHY. better, daniel??? neways school was great...went to kiddie corral wendys walmart w his family got home and now i'm here. embarased as heck (and thats hard to do-embaras me) b/c of what he wrote. is it all better now honey?now that everyone knows forever and ever that io am a bad bad person for doing such a thing. i just forget about it. i love you daniel..

seeing everyone was great.i haven't hugged caleb yet but i wil tomorrow. well i'm leaving......bye

Thursday, August 07, 2003

i love dan soooo much. i told him somethignlast nite that was bad about my diseases that involves him and he understands! omgosh he has changed me so much..in all truth i'm scared to go back to school b/c i've changed and my friends may think that i dunno i'm a different person b/c of dan which i am but its a good thing and thay may think its bad......i dunno. God is so good. got my application for rush!! rush is awesome! *sigh* i'm going to get another blog for my writings and such when i get ungrounded.......GOD LOVES YOU ALL!
i love dan.
hey guys..well i'm grounded but i'll keep it short...neways me and dan are doing AWESOME! Yesterday i found out something about my diseases that really mae me sad...and it kinda effects dan too so i told him and he understood! God sent him to me...i know he did. trust me no one can turn my life around like him. i'm goinmg camping this weekend....2 11yr olds and mom. :( i asked randi but she has too much homework (they give summer hw). yesterday me and mom were in jackson and the car broke down. long story but it was really hott. i can't wait til school starts to see dan and my friends everyday. o yea as soon as i'm ungrounded i'm going to get another blog for the stuff that i write. just to organize it in one place and maybe u'll like to read it. neways.....i love you guys

I LOVE YOU DANIEL WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL!

Friday, August 01, 2003

hey hey hey i love daniel so much...we had fun today it took 3 hrs to get there but me and dan slept on the way in the backseat w katie :(. she is so pms case lately. i just want to slap her sometimes. i wonder....does neone ever watch TBN? its a television station? just wondering....... i got so full at that resturaunt today that i was about to puke. but it was soooooo good. of course this sunday i'm going to mrs. franscis's house to taste her homecooking..nothing compares to that. my mouth waters just thinking bout it. i don't know why but i don't care about having a social life....everyone is at the movies and all that and its fine and dandy that they like going but if dan isn't there i don't have ne interst to go. i have friends and i want to go and do stuff with them but i'm never invited or no one really cares too much to have me there. i mean its fine with me but......i dunno i'm just blabbering. i have this friend (i guess u can call her that) and well there's something odd about her. i mean we get along and talk and stuff but she is depressed i think. i want to help but i don't know how and i don't want to but into her life w/o her asking, yu know? well i g2g! i'll talk to everyone later!
hey hey hey i love daniel so much...we had fun today it took 3 hrs to get there but me and dan slept on the way in the backseat w katie :(. she is so pms case lately. i just want to slap her sometimes. i wonder....does neone ever watch TBN? its a television station? just wondering....... i got so full at that resturaunt today that i was about to puke. but it was soooooo good. of course this sunday i'm going to mrs. francis's house to taste her homecooking..nothing compares to that. my mouth waters just thinking bout it. i don't know why but i don't care about having a social life....everyone is at the movies and all that and its fine and dandy that they like going but if dan isn't there i don't have ne interst to go. i have friends and i want to go and do stuff with them but i'm never invited or no one really cares too much to have me there. i mean its fine with me but......i dunno i'm just blabbering. i have this friend (i guess u can call her that) and well there's something odd about her. i mean we get along and talk and stuff but she is depressed i think. i want to help but i don't know how and i don't want to but into her life w/o her asking, yu know? well i g2g! i'll talk to everyone later!
hey! i'm having the greatest day ever! today my grandparetns are taking me, my sis, and DANIEL out to eat in union city!!!!! i'm so happy! then, on sunday, me and dan are going to his grandparents house to eat and stuff after church. i'm so happy. his grandparents know more about us than neone and they want us to get married someday....April 28, 2006.... I can't wait until that day. *sigh* o well... have a great day everyone!

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