Sunday, September 28, 2003

hey everyone. at work a mother complained about me yelling at her kid b/c he was doing something he wasn't supposed too. there are two things wrong w that. 1) i did not yell...i asked him to put them up and he said no so i sternly SAID (not yelled) put them up. 2) the mom thinks her child is a complete angel and never doesn nething wrong. i hate parents like that.so neways i got in trouble agian at work. i have a feeling i'll be fired within the next week or so. o well that place is starting to bug me neways. the kids are great i love them...the adults get on my nerves.

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

i love daniel i love daniel. yesterday my boss made me cry. long story actually but in a nutshell its b/c i cleaned the toilets and she said i didn't. neways today was great. daniel led another song in church! but then we got into a bug fight but as always we pull through and we're not fighting no more. YAY!!! i love going to daniels soccer games.when we have kids they'll play soccer too. but lil beth will be a ballerina.who looks just like daniel. lol i love dreaming about our future.its going to be awesome. neways i g2g b/c i have a buttload of homework. like $100 worth. lol

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

i like my boss. but i swear to everything on earth except daniel that i cleaned those stupid toilets yesterday. the botton the top the bowl EVERYTHING WAS CLEAN. and i come back and its dirty. i have to do it over again. she called me out and told me to do it again b/c there was dirt there again. i cried b/c i know good and well that i cleanand it and it was clean when i left.lurissa asked why i was crying and i told her. then i sat down w my kids and i was still crying. and emily turned her head sideways like a lil confused puppy dog. it was so cute and i started laughing. then she plopped down in my lap and said dee ba doo which means read the book. so i read her a book. and everything was ok and when i cleaned again i cleaned everything twice. and before i left she checked it and it was fine. i yelled and screamed for goodness when i was out of earshot. i danced in the parking lot. i was so happy. an still am b/c i get to go to daniels soccer game tonight. i love him so much. neways i g2g! bye! :D

Sunday, September 21, 2003

Season = Autumn
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life.
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

What type of eyes do you have?
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You are Aurora from Sleeping Beauty!

What Disney Princess are you?
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Saturday, September 20, 2003

RUSH is so awesome. i love it. the only bad part was in clarksburg on the way home. but lets not go into that. one of my friends sister moved down here a week ago. she's my age. and annoying..very immature..i can't stand her. but me and daniel had a great week! well on some of it i was kinda moody and i hate being moody....but i never catch my mouth in time to stop it. the speakers were great. the dude that talked about jumping off a barn onto a willow tree. and the one that talked about the lil handicapped girl on the roller coaster. well daniel knows what i'm talking about. then in Chinese we had a great talk about how we're ABSOLUTELY NOT traditional Christians. we are conservatice contemporary. most ppl have a preconceived notion that c o C is strict and uptight and all that. and yes the old ones are but i'm not old. i think its perfectly alright to clap or be alive in a church service. we did that this weekend to a point. but then i go back to my wrinkly old church with its wrinkly old ppl and traditional ways. poopie. Freed is so awsome. i can't wait to go there. i got a sweatshirt that says freed hardeman alumni. i'm not alumni yet but i will be someday.i already have a tank top with freed on it. neways i g2g. i grew so much this weekend i just hope i can stay this way during the week forever b/c its an awesome feeling that is burst outside the "bubble" (only daniel knows). bye guys

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

i love daniel...i love my job...i love God...i love school...so whats wrong? onlt God knows.

Monday, September 15, 2003

life isn't fair....i remember a few years ago my camp councelor told me that and i'd never heard it before. b/c i was so spoiled i thought everything had to go my way. that was way back when me and randi dreames about wri wonkae and stage cam 3. and her crush on g with the gn and my crush on every guy that walked.when we got paid $20 to sing every wed. night after church. eric was there and james and creepy person and answers and the st louis trip with the drunk austin powers and sewage back up. yet we had the greatest time of ur lives that summer.i had james...randi dreames about the crush she won't admit to anymore (jt).when we had the west corner compacts and girl scout trips. and and that night we watched ana's song 43 times. we were never out of place at each others house. man we spent so much time there. now i could drive to her house b/c it was just down the road but no..she's not there nemore. we used to dream about going to college, getting married, being each others maid of honor.now i don't even know who will be my bride's maids. i'm not that close to anyone.i fear that i'll never have that relationship again. i mean with daniel its love, friendship, and all that. but with her it was like my twin.i feel like i lost my twin and i don't know how to get her back.she has moved on quite nicely....her other friend jennifer...thae art zone....advanced classes at a private school....dustin. she left God. thats what hurts me the most. i brought her to MSYC...she got baptised. she was my best friend and a Christian. now she is neither one of those things.i want her to go to church.not even to Clarksburg just maybe Campbell street or skyline.i just want her to go back to God even if she doesn't want to be my friend. if she's reading this......randi, i love you but God loves you more

Sunday, September 14, 2003

pic of snowyKenshin
Himura Kenshin is your guy!

Which Rurouni Kenshin Guy do You Belong with?
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Inuyasha is ur type!!! [he kicks butt,too!!]

What's UR anime boyfriend?
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i prefer daniel personally!

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Saturday, September 13, 2003

today was great! went to daniel's soccer game. they lost but played a good game.then i went to mcdanalds. and went home. driving by myself isn't so bad. i wasn't nervous. just happy that i could turn the music up and let the windows down for once! lol. one of my friends is happier than i've ever seen them and it makes me happy. soon i'll get a car....well my moms car but she's getting a truck so i'll have transportation! do my happy dance with me *disco raise the roof*> good job! ok i 'm going to go now... to have a better day.

Friday, September 12, 2003

well life is great. the job is ok. yesterday wasn't great b/c i got scolded for something i didn't do. but today was cool. me and daniel are doing great. still have a few fights but we're fixing it now b/c we know why we're fighting.i'm going to his games tomorrow morning. and if my mom says yes then he's comin over to watch movies. i love him so much. i got him something at wallt world today. shhhh. i know its wally world but i think he'll like it. i can't wait to drive by myself w my license for the 1st time tomorrow. oh yea! go me...*happy dance*. i hope i don't wreck.....i'm praying for me. and daniel b/c i don't want him to get hurt.well i'm going to go get beauty sleep.

Thursday, September 11, 2003

i love daniel. he is awesome. but sometimes he acts a lil immature. maybe its b/c he's younger than me. sometimes i feel like i'm encouraging him to grow up too fast.i mean last year i was so immature. and true i wouldn't be so mature now if i didn't go through so much (dvuujoh). daniel helpee me through it all but he didn't go through it. u know so maybe he's not so mature. and i don't want him to grow up too fast b/c then he'll be yucky. all strict and stuff.neways we are doing good and i know he's all i talk about but he's all i got. i have friends but they don't seem to really go out of their way to talk to me....except lacey. she actually acts like a true friend. and i'm saying a true friend not just acquantance. i want to hug daniel. i miss his skin. its so sweet. neways i know y'all are prolly gagging now so i'll leave you.

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

ok so ignore the last entry..daniel is the greatest i love him and we are inseperable. arguments may come but we WILL always pull through always.
ok so ignore the last entry..daniel is the greatest i love him and we are inseperable. arguments may come but we WILL always through always.
daniel broke up with me....then took it back. i have this knife in my heart sensation. i can't breathe and as soon as i go to bed tonight i'll ball my eyes out all night. i don't cry in front of neone ......cept daniel. i need him......DOESN'T NEONE UNDERSTAND........I NEED DANIEL TO SURVIVE. I CAN'T LIVE....I FEEL LIKE I'M DYING. help me........daniel.........plz help me. i need you.

Sunday, September 07, 2003

hey guys! ysterday was awesome! i love daniel. he gave me pj pants which is exactly what i asked for. he come overand we rented movies (drumline and treasure planet) and ate a home cooked meal (that i get once a month). u know just having daniel on my bday is awesome. we were watching treasure planet aroung 8:30 and i fell asleep on his legs. i was so content and peaceful. he protects me from everything.i love my big protector. neways.....today my grandparents gave me a video camera that cost $250. wow never had nething more expensive in my life. i love it. i tried to record daniel and i got a few seconds and i'll tresure it forever. he is so hott no matter what neone else thinks. neways luv y'alls

Friday, September 05, 2003

today was a good day. haven't written in a while b/c i been so busy. yesterday i went to school, work, dance, and bonfire and i was home all of 15 mins in between. today i was at school, work, game, and home for 30 mins in between. so hectic. tomorrow daniel is coming over for my birthday. its on monday.the game was awesome. we won 70-7. although i got a migrane at the end it was priceless. i didn't pay more than 30 secs to the game. talked to lacey caleb shelley kaitlin boomoo libby alli josh bryan kris jesse scott. i don't think they hate me as much as they used to. they were....um....nice....(?) i guess u can call it that.neways maybe its b/c daniel was right beside me.i dunno.the band did ok they need alot of work on their field show. especially the color gaurd....they're a lil messy w the new ppl.daniel is so sweet. we been kinda rough for a while. but u know what.....tonite was great.he is perfect for me. I LOVE DANIEL! i know u hate hearing it but i just tell the truth. neways. i love u guys

Thursday, September 04, 2003

retook this quiz i like these results better

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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i know i feel this way when daniel kisses me.........

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

hey guys. well today was my first day of work. i love it so much. omg this so makes up for my babasitting job this sumer (and for those of u who don't know, it was AWFUL!) neways.......today i had 5 kids.....it will take a little adjusting to but i think i'll be ok. chorus wasb torrendous b/c i'm still sick and i sing alto not soprano. hopefully it will change b/c i don't want to make ne one sick. especially not my babies. yu know.. its only been a day but i feel very attached to my kids. i hope i still feel the same tomorrow. neways... g2g

Monday, September 01, 2003

had a pretty good day. dan and i have been a lil rocky last night and this morning but everything always turns out fine. i went for orientation for me NEW JOB today. at kiddie korral where daniels step mom owns. i love lil kids and i can't wait til my first day tomorrow! me and amanda h. got jobs at the same time so its cool to be going through it w a friend.we kinda competed for it but then we both got the job.its cool. and at vo-tech the other day lauren a\was all alone..so i thought i'd be nice and talk to her.......and andrew said she was really happy about it. i can't wait to talk to her tomorrow.. she's really nice and kinda like me (not so pessimistic, ahem ahem to all u sad ppl).neways...i'm going to gob/c my mom is buggin me. luv y'alls

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Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty"
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What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty"
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What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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